Day 1: November 5th, 2014

Day one was...weird. I had court at 9 am. I didn't sleep much the night before, because I was really inspired to do this, and was planning and writing. So, I didn't make it getting up early (though I had to get up very early for court) to go on my walk. I woke up just early enough to kind of get ready and only be five minutes late for court...well to make it into the line. I didn't make it into the court room for another twenty minutes probably. I'm pretty sure I looked like a meth addict though, and I wore a really weird outfit (I really need to do laundry, lol), not at all appropriate. Anyways, my lawyer showed up and continued my case until January. Awesome!!!! The rest of the day was relaxing, and then I went to keep the girls. I went and hung out with a friend that I haven't seen in a while that night. Her husband is out of town for a month, I think, so we are going to hang out more until he gets back. I came home and wrote a little bit and tried to sleep. I didn't really accomplish any of my daily goals, except that I was up early and had a longer and more productive day than usual. I wasn't exactly happy with it by the end of the day, but it doesn't seem so bad looking back now. I spent time chewing on new inspiration, and marinating in all the things I wanted to accomplish with this project. However, at the time it felt a little like I was not very dedicated, I felt sad before I lay down to sleep. I thought about how I wanted to talk to someone, but the person I usually want to talk to about these things wouldn't be able to answer my phone call, being dead and all. I couldn't just turn off, so I turned on the movie I had watched over and over for the last two days (Begin Again is a wonderful movie, that everyone should see, btw). I went to sleep thinking that even if I could call Nee Naw, I probably wouldn't have anyways. I found myself wishing I would have called her more when she was here. I missed her.